haha
dramatic title, that one.
soooo yeah. spring break. wooh. right. except for the fact that my future is sort of hanging in the balance.

i got my financial statement from ball state university.. and it's about $20,000 more expensive then i can afford. greeeeeat. so that leaves me with: one option. one. i have to stay in michigan. i have to go to western michigan university. which isn't a bad school, not in the least. i have friends that are going there. but.
i missed their audition date for the theatre program, and right now, that's what's on my application as what i want to major in. i'm in limbo. no idea where i am in the whole "college thing". gah. i'm a little bit stressed out at the moment.
the good thing about all of this is, i'll be staying in michigan, which means i'll still get to see my boyfriend on a semi-regular basis. he has a car. i don't... he'll have to drive to come see me lmao.

yesterday was fun we woke up suuuuper early (like 6:30, which is death on spring break) and then drove to michigan city in Indiana, so that we could take the train to chicago. i think my mom just really wanted to take the train lol, otherwise we could have driven the other half-way there.
anyways, when we got there, we just kind of wandered. and then visited SAIC for my sister... and then wandered some more. literally nothing got accomplished, but we had fun
there were lots of FML jokes going around.
and racism against canadians (in particular, against my boyfriend. but it's all good.. he loves it)
and talk of scamming. my friends lost some money by their own stupidity. poor them.

annd that's my life at this moment. gah. i need a massage. i slept on the train yesterday, and i'm stressed out from college stuff... my neck is killing me.